Lost in your own place
I watch you here
As you stare into space
Your beautiful face
Your long flowing hair
So many things that we would have shared
I had your eyes, your smile, and your laughter
It would have been perfect from here everafter
It ended too soon, it ended too fast
I should have known that it wouldn't last
So warm and so safe with you I was
When asked why you did it all you say is because
I watch you now from where I am
And sometimes it's hard to understand
They say I'm not big enough to feel any pain
But when I think about it tears fall like rain
I felt every stab, every cut of the knife
Mommy how could you let them take my life
They cut me in pieces and threw me away
But God told me in his arms I would always stay
He put me back together and held me in his arms
And I knew from that moment I'd be dealt no more harm
He explained that sometimes life isn't fair
But that there were people who really do care
They want to help people just like you
Who feel lost and hopeless with nothing else to do
And now as you carry my baby sister
I wonder if you ever think of me and say "God I miss her"
Think really hard now before you make this mistake
This is my sister, her life you shouldn't take
I know you can hear me mommy because you've turned away
I know I've made a difference on this February day
It was two years ago I was told that I must leave
But now I know to trust in God,
To know him and believe
He's gotten you to change your mind
My sister will now live
I love you mommy
You've made the right choice
Now I can start to forgive
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